Just because this world has made division where no division should have been, does that mean I have to divide myself? Whenever we fee lthese cramps and conflcits, these strange thigns in ourselves, it is because we are corssing borders. And of course, these borders are not natural. The Rio Grande is only a river. It is nations and stales an culctures and colors that make it a border. Refusing to live by these rules wewill cross borders, acknowledging the true land inside of ourselves we begin to heal that land and our skins. We pray that some people can follow. But in the end this is a deeply personal religon. It isn't like mass religions that msaavie numbers o people can join. It's not liek that. We can't say, this made me happy and iy'll make all of you happy too. We hvet to do it for ourselves, to heal the our of ourselves.




Last night I let te music overcome me and left logical behind. Logic is something few people really have or understand. It is a flattering term they used for thier limits and perjudices. It's not logical, its not logical. Itonly means, I don't udnerstand ,and I don't really want to. I listen to Christmas hymns in the spirit room feeling wholly Jewish and wholly at one with the birth of Jesus of Nazareth as the Christ. I don't feel like a Jew for Jesus or a sympathetic Christian to Judaism. It's moved to far for either of those things. I am definitely on the path of Derekh Ash Yeshurin, I am defintiely incorparatign all. As I look back to Asherah and Astarte and incorpaorate the mother, so I look toward Jesus and incorporate the son. Like I said, this faith isn't for everybody. Lord... I have always placed my trust in you!