It seems like this day is already hectic, and its just getting up in the morning time, not even six o clock. After morning prayers I feel the frustration in my stomach and settle for a few moments before the altar. The altar is one of the best things about a Catholic past and an obsession with other religions, especially hinduism. As I go on to the rest of the day, I want to put out how sad it is that Judaism has lost the custom of the altar, or at least mainstream Judaism as we know it. So many Catholci churches are open for peopelto come in and comtempalte, to meet God. But not the synagogues so much. In the future what I hope is to see more places of quiet contemplation in Judaism where people can dwell with, in silence, the God who we meet so many centuries ago.