I haven't looked at the descriptive heading of this blog, which is essentially the descriptive heading of my life, of my practice of Judaism. I think I have moved from a marginal and more far out form to something more conventional. Always I was on the very edges of Christianity. I am so used to having to severely tweak a religion before it can make sense, that this crystallization, this becoming more and more Jewish is new to me. I become more desirous to pray in Hebrew, not less, not curious about the origin of a ritual. The Nekra becomes more and not less sacred. my fellow Jews more and not less important. I steadily find myself rejecting certain things, realizing how much of a Jew I really am, how much of a christian I never was and how much ofone I never want to be. How strange. Is this, too, part of uniting the flower to the bee?